Wednesday, 2 April 2008

You are not your thoughts, they just come and go...

I sit before you, crying. I ask, Why do you cry? And i receive no answer. The world is and i am, yet i am sad. Is the world then sad?

The world works in mysterious ways. Sitting and thinking about it does you no good. There is no point in pondering iver unanswerable questions when you will get nothing from it. Im in a place right now, where i just want to be alone. But then when im alone, i am sad. To me, this makes no sense. Is being alone not what i want then? I just want to scream!

Im panicking at the moment. I have my driving test in less than a week and i have had hardly any practice recently. I know i can pass, i've done everything fine before. But i've also failed before. Does positive thinking really work? I need something to stop the nerves. I really really want to pass. So i'm sitting here, waiting, for that time to come, when i am on it. How will i feel, will it be easier than last time? Most of all, will i pass?

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