What makes life interesting?

What worse than going somewhere and being really uninterested? The phrase "Kill me now" comes into your head. So, how do we make our lives interesting? For me, i hate being in the same routine over and over again so that little change means a lot to me, i gain a bit of interest back. Even doing things that you know you probably shouldn't, but you do it anyway, just in case.

I did that today, i caved in and met up with an ex. Did it make me feel any better about myself? Not really. Did it make me feel any worse? No. Did it make me feel anything? Don't think so. But it adds a little variety into life. It's not something that i would do on an ordinary day.

Yet, for me, right now, what is ordinary?

Do i live here or do i live at university? What do i do on an ordinary day? So, it is quite nice, to come and go as i please and do different things everyday, but it lacks any kind of routine.

Make up your mind! Haha! I think i need a happy medium!