Yes, i've caught the bloggers addiction again...

To be brutally honest we're all in charge of our emotions aren't we? If it takes but a day for us to like someone, should it not take but a day to take those feelings away? I've never come across these feelings in life before. And, ehrlich gesagt, its not half as bad as it seems from the outside. Does that mean that i don't actually care? It's vey dam confusing.

All i know, is that i will now take charge and kill all thoughts i have of him. There's just some things in life you can't have. There's just some things in life you only want because you can't have them. That's quite a bad thing i suppose.

And then it dawns. I don't want him. Of course i don't! I just (:s) want him to want me. Ach! That's quite a bad thing i know. I realise that if he turned around and told me he liked me i would say no. He isn't what i want, he's what i can't have.

Oh Dog, i'm a bitch.