Ok, so its Tuesday afternoon. And i'm turning insane. The last time i went out of this house was Sunday, i had a great time but now i'm here, alone, watching my computer clock, tick, tock, tick, tock...
The problem is i'm waiting, waiting for people to come home from work, waiting for people to come home from holiday and long trips abroad, waiting to see if i get a job, waiting to see where my future is going to be and i am not impressed! Next Thursday i get my results and it's, like most people in my situation - driving me insane!! And there's no overtime at work to keep me occupied and no friends available to keep me busy! And my boyfriends in Kenya. Just fab. Here are my friends - Kenya, France, Bolivia, Zante, Germany, Scotland, Focus, Munch and some kitchen selling business. And here i am, at home! Going nuts!! Should i really complain - i get to do basically nothing all day. It's not a hard life - except i can't do nothing - purely because at the end of the day, however much i watched TV or mucked about on the internet or even slept - i have not accomplished anything - and i hate that. The only thing i seem to have accomplished this week is watching the whole series of Heroes (BBC2/NBC) hence the pole. Boredom is a killer, waiting in anticipation for your future is even worse!
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