Thursday...One Week and Counting...yet happy!

Thursday morning, and i've had time to cool off. Spent the night speaking to Jack over MSN, he's got a girlfriend and the best thing is i'm fine with it! Overly fine - i'm happy for him - which, makes me exceedingly happy for me as now i know i am 100% over him! Yippee!

And that most definately is a good thing for my relationship now. (with Kenya) Well, he (my new boyfriend) (by the way it has been 5 months since i broke up with Jack but i haven't seen him since - he's in South America) gets back on Friday, and i'm rather wondering whether this relationship is going to work.

Ok, so lets set you straight, this is my "love" side - my "at present" boyfriend has been my friend for 2 years, and yes as soon as i saw him i have to admit, yea i fancied him :s And thats a rare thing for me! So, a couple of months later we had a thing. Which failed. I guess i've always had a small thing for him and two years later, we find ourselves on holiday together (with all our mates) and with feelings returning. So we're giving another relationship a go. But then he went sailing (oh yes, he's a sailor!) and then he went to Kenya straight from sailing, hes coming back on Friday and then after a week or so he's going to Croatia, and near the end of September im off to Uni and he's off travelling! So hopes really are running rather low, but it would be inhumane to not try wouldn't it?!

As for a weeks time...well...A-Level results. I'm trying to believe in positive thinking but today all this information about clearing came through the door. Ok, so clearing can't be that bad - i mean my sister went through it when she didn't get her results, but my feelings at the moment are that its a process of utter humiliation. Man i really want these grades!

My first choice - well i need ACC - which for me isn't too bad but the A has to be in Geography (yes, ok, so i'm studying geography but i could have easily slipped to a B in those essay questions, if not a C) Yet, my heart is set on this Uni. Man this sucks!

My insurance - ok don't laugh - I need ABB - but the A can be in any subject and i'm bound to get an A in something (hopefully). I was predicted ABB anyways. Man i hope they're right!

As you may be able to tell, i'm slightly freaking out. Just have to hope that i was having a good day. Of course, i can't even remember how the exams went...or what was on them. I've just got to have hope.