Times like These

There's those split seconds in life, where you feel happy, not just content, happy. I walked across the terrace, with the sun softly warming my skin, a Fanta Orange in my hand, quenching my thirst, my hunger statisfied, my satisfied, someone who loves me, people who want me and my work finally beginning to seem do-able. That my friends, is why, life is so precious. I wish for everyone to have the same happiness, that encompasses my life today. :D

Exams, boys and phones...

One can only hope...

I have an exam tomorrow. I would say that i have done alot of revision for it. But i do not feel ready, should i? There's still so much i should know. And along with being tired and thirsty i am not having a great week.

However, I met a guy. He took me on a date. I felt quite because he seems to be everything i've always thought i wanted. Yet, something just wasn't right. I think that something was me. I just wasn't in the mood for a date. I was sitting there thinking You're gorgeous, you want me, you're lovely to me, just the right sort of person i've always imagined. Yet, why am i not happy?

I came to the conclusion that it was sleep deprivation and that i should give him more time and another chance. What harm can it do?
So a couple of days have passed, a couple of text coversations have occured, mostly started by myself.
However, now i have to wait for him to initiate a conversation. And i am hearing echoes of my last relationship. Paranoid that my phone will never buzz. Being obssessed with my phone and not being able to enjoy my own life. *sigh*

The thing is I don't actually mind if he doesn't text, i'm not denying i'd quite like him to, but why am i being phone-obsessed again?! Even if i leave my phone i'm expecting it to buzz. It's just not normal. I think i have an ongoing relationship with my phone. And that, my friends, is just sad.

Revision Time, again...

I just thought, that i'd add a list of things thats i appreciate greatly right now:

Apprentice - at first I hated it, but it is very entertaining to watch!
Britain's Got Talent - the auditions crake me up!
Country - with hayfever under control, the scenary down in Devon is to die for!
Day's out - im looking forward to summer and the beach and walking along the canal.
Escape games - i think i've slowly but surely become addicted!
Fishcakes - Yes, a weird one of my favourites.
Guys - im a girl, come on!
Home - Yes, my home, me and mother are getting on rather well at the moment!
Introductions - this way, you get so many more friends out of life!
Jealous ex's - its sad but true, i do appreciate this.
Killer Sudoku's - i'm getting better!
Luce - my best friend, my boyfriend, my saviour, my wife, my itch on the backside.
Mozilla Firefox - I wouldn't say it's better than IE, its just a tad quicker to watch movies and after all, it's nice to have a change!
Night's out with the gals - so much fun!
Oranges - i'm still getting over the fact that i've missed eating them for over 18 years!
Procrastination - ok so it makes me feel a little guilty but it makes evertything else just so much better!
Quizzes - i enjoy quizzes - there, i said it!
Rabbits - we saw a baby rabbit get attacked the other day, it was possibly the closest my heart has come to falling right out of my chest. I realised just how cute they are.
Speed - the Film - Keanu Reeves as Jack Travis is GORGEOUS! It's also an awesome film!
Trebor Extra Strong Mints - they aren't that strong but they are tasty!
Uni - after this revision is over - think of all the partying!
VK's - when thirsty and fairly intoxicated, these are like a touch of paradise.
Weird coincidences - i like because they can get me out of stuff. Well, when they work in my favour anyway!
X-Factor - more auditions, more laughter (oh and awe)!
Yellow - a good colour, i feel.
Zzzz - sleeping will always be great for me!

And on the other hand, i hate the feel of velvet! (Just thought i'd put that out there!)