15 Days in and Still Going Strong

So, 15 days in and i'm not denying it hasn't been hard. It has. So hard, in fact, that I forgot how much this place means to me. Yet, at the last minute, I remembered. I've got my very first exam on Wednesday and I get to see my loved one on Thursday. So my emotions are all a bit like a tornado at the moment, unpredictable and causing havoc. I am very nervous about my exam because I know i'm not very well prepared (writing blogs and all, instead of revision) but i'm hoping i can scrape a pass. And then there's going home, having to conflict with the mother, just in order to see the lover. It sucks, yes, but I pray to God that it will be worth it. No doubt our meeting will be a tad weird. We were only seeing each other for a few weeks before I left, so it could all go horribly wrong. I really really hope it won't.